Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on May 13, 2024
LOST LOVE – LETTER TO MY WIFE
Every word is tainted with my tears,
tears of joy, tears of sadness
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on March 17, 2024
LOST LOVE
I once felt safe with you, in who you are. You saw me without judgement
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on December 25, 2023
CHRISTMAS, THE SADDEST DAY OF MY YEAR
For me really, it was about the human connections more than anything else
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on December 24, 2023
MAKING SENSE OF ALTERED REALITY
I was contorted and convoluted to falling back into a lifetime of traumatic chapters
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on November 13, 2023
GRIEVING THE DEATH OF DREAMS
My dreams died when I made the decision to leave Atma Jaya University
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on November 9, 2023
DEATH
Thoughts of death have been gradually intensifying to occupy and accompany me
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on November 3, 2023
PIT OF DESPAIR
It’s making my body tremble and shake. The tears won’t stop
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on October 28, 2023
AN OLD VISITOR
There was no knock on the door nor was there any prior notice or any cautionary indicators
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on October 27, 2023
DEEP EMOTIONAL TURMOIL
I have so much fear of Self, of who I really am, of whom I’ve kept imprisoned
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on October 23, 2023
DEEP CHILDHOOD TRAUMAS
It’s a miracle I was able to listen to this entire collection simultaneously and in succession
