Author: Ramin S. Satyahadi

AUTHENTICITY. THORNY WATER

A dark abyss of nothingness.
Hidden in the deepest blackness.
Surrounded by murky waters.
As far as my eyes can see

GENDER DYSPHORIA, DISILLUSIONED

I am broken.
I am scattered.

I am overwhelmed.
I am drowning.

GENDER DYSPHORIA. A TALE OF WONDER LOST

The horizon. An optical illusion of a mere stone’s throw away, yet infinitely beyond reach

GENDER DYSPHORIA. EERIE MIST

Corrupting my core would start a chain reaction of imploding me back down to the bottom of the wormhole I had agonizingly climbed out of.

GENDER DYSPHORIA. PSYCHOLOGIST IN THE MAKING (2 of 2)

Faith propelled me through the whole journey as I was taken ill days before the Entrance Test that affected my very minimal preparation

GENDER DYSPHORIA. PSYCHOLOGIST IN THE MAKING (1 of 2)

This is a mammoth pivotal moment for me. The application process and tests have been quite a struggle

GENDER DYSPHORIA, FROM VICTIM TO SURVIVOR. FROM SURVIVING TO LIVING. LIVING IN FLOW AND ALIGNMENT

I’m no longer surviving. I’ve transformed my life around from a victim in survival mode to being a survivor in living mode

GENDER DYSPHORIA DISORDER. POEM FOR MY SENSITIVE SOUL

O soul my dearest soul,
Graved in deep dark universe,
You submerged in silence,
Waiting in patience

GENDER DYSPHORIA DISORDER. JUDGEMENT. HARASSMENT. DISCRIMINATION. PERSECUTION

People in general fear what they don’t know. I realize this and I know in their heart of hearts that they have the best intentions for me

GENDER DYSPHORIA IMPOSSIBLE CHOICES. EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER

If you remain like this, you will keep dying on the inside and you will go deeper into depression

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