Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on August 5, 2022
GENDER DYSPHORIA. LETTER TO MY LOVE.
I have become a changed and a better human being as a result of you. I have now reached this point of my life because you have continuously encouraged me to heal and be a better version of myself
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on August 1, 2022
GENDER DYSPHORIA. HIGHER PURPOSE. MEANING. MY CALLING.
Every fiber of me as a human being is being put to the test and scrutinized. This decision will have a profound effect on everything and everyone in my life
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on July 31, 2022
GENDER DYSPHORIA. DOUBT
Doubt crawls back in ever so softly and gently, with illusions that almost eluded me
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on July 27, 2022
GENDER DYSPHORIA. DEPRESSION. HURT. ANGER. CONVICTION
I keep getting messages of gender “normality” from people that I care about and love, attempting to sway me away from my path
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on July 25, 2022
GENDER DYSPHORIA. WRITING. SELF-PRESERVATION. TRANSITIONING
I was posed with this question: “How are you able to write with depth and clarity and immerse yourself in deep raw emotions?”
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on July 23, 2022
GENDER DYSPHORIA
An upside-down world of surrealism it seems to feel, unreal and magical, breathtaking and mesmerizing
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on June 8, 2022
IDENTITY CRISIS
How do you come to terms with yourself when every single second of your life is tormented by your own invalidity of your own identity?
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on July 18, 2021
STATE OF ALLOWANCE
It allows me to be free and let go of emotional burdens. It allows me to reconnect to my Self
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on July 17, 2021
LIES, SELF-DECEPTION, TRUTH, AUTHENTICITY
There is a definite shift in my inner world towards healing, a progress nonetheless, however I am not able to define or visualize or feel what it is yet
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on July 16, 2021
FIRE, CLIFF, DIVE
A friend asked me this question yesterday:
“Why do you have to do this now?”
My answer was, “because if I don’t, I’ll die”
