Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on July 31, 2022
GENDER DYSPHORIA. DOUBT
Doubt crawls back in ever so softly and gently, with illusions that almost eluded me
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on July 25, 2022
GENDER DYSPHORIA. WRITING. SELF-PRESERVATION. TRANSITIONING
I was posed with this question: “How are you able to write with depth and clarity and immerse yourself in deep raw emotions?”
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on July 23, 2022
GENDER DYSPHORIA
An upside-down world of surrealism it seems to feel, unreal and magical, breathtaking and mesmerizing
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on June 8, 2022
IDENTITY CRISIS
How do you come to terms with yourself when every single second of your life is tormented by your own invalidity of your own identity?
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on July 18, 2021
STATE OF ALLOWANCE
It allows me to be free and let go of emotional burdens. It allows me to reconnect to my Self
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on July 17, 2021
LIES, SELF-DECEPTION, TRUTH, AUTHENTICITY
There is a definite shift in my inner world towards healing, a progress nonetheless, however I am not able to define or visualize or feel what it is yet
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on July 16, 2021
FIRE, CLIFF, DIVE
A friend asked me this question yesterday:
“Why do you have to do this now?”
My answer was, “because if I don’t, I’ll die”
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on June 30, 2021
WHO IS THIS VISITOR?
Society demanded. Basic survival instincts triggered. The fragile little boy responded. Life-or-death dilemma at tender age. Pressured to adapt. People pleaser he became
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on June 10, 2021
ANGER COMES KNOCKING
For far too long I’ve pushed anger away as an annoying visitor who comes unannounced to cause mountains of damaging unpleasantness
Written by Ramin S. Satyahadi on June 9, 2021
DECEPTIVE SURREALISM
My exhausted muscles ache and throb with feelings of being torn limb from limb from the jostling, pushing, pulling, tumbling, and spinning uncontrollably in every which direction
